When we lose a loved one our grief is for our loss for they have gained more than our minds can imagine. They now walk in the Kingdom with all who have gone before and they share in the presence of God face to face. We live in God’s presence and that is a wonderment itself. To have the privilege and honor to see God must be indescribable. I pray that I be made worthy through my thoughts, words and deeds each day. I know each time I look at the cross that I inflicted that pain upon Christ my Lord and my brother. I cannot tell you how deep I feel the pain in my heart and soul for all I have done. Even the smallest hurtful statement places one more thorn into the head of the precious One. Forgive me, my Father for what I have done and continue to do to Your son, forgive me my brother, forgive me my precious Holy Spirit and guiding light. Please keep my close and provide me the strength to do better each day.

When we a born our path is written. It is already known what choices we will make. It is also known that love is present, was present and always will be present. For God is love.

Today I learned once again to always be aware of the perspectives of others. A person’s perception helps to build their reality. I pray that in my journey I pay attention to why people say what they say not just what they say. I pray that The Lord helps me with this critical step in my quest.

I sit and listen for direction. Which path am I meant to take? The Lord has always answered my prayers. I have not always recognized immediately that the answer has arrived. Usually I am looking for what I think I need. God answers with what He knows I need. Thank you my Lord and Savior.

When we are young we live for growing and experiencing new things. When we are old we live to share those experiences and to help others grow. To stay young we should continue to grow and experience new things but never be afraid to share them. God shares with us each day. We experience God through each other.